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Wednesday, 24 December 2008

  • So yesterday was a failure.  I was successful until I just got upset something came over me and I b/ped in the afternoon.  Then I proceeded to drink a ton of white wine and was just bitching about life to my husband.  Everything and everyone was bothering me.  I woke up this morning and I STILL feel mad but I am going to really try to have a productive day and restrict and workout and feel good when I go to bed tonite.  Despite everything and everyone.  The thing is noone has done anything to bother me just the existence of certain people annoys me. 

    I need to find some more rings today I joined a few yesterday, Ill go searching for more today.

    CW is still 150.

    plan: light breakfast, papaya for lunch, tons of water, light dinner, weights workout and cardio and tons of abs.

Tuesday, 23 December 2008

  • It has been awhile

    I doubt I have any readers left!

    Maybe I will join some rings....

    Anyway same old same old.  Wish I posted in those posts below what I weight because now I am 150.  I know back then I was around 140.  I have to do something, starting now.  I need to stop b/p.  Need to workout more.  Need to be here where people are going through the same issues.  

    Plan today: coffee, light breakfast (eggs and ezekiel bread), skip lunch, light dinner, workout with trainer plus cardio, extra abs.

    how come when i view my page I see my new countdown tickers but when i am in preview i see my old ones?  how do i get rid of my old ones?!

Saturday, 06 September 2008

  • I am back

    after a long hiatus....

    Struggling with mia still..  I have realized that I only want to b/p when someone is trying to control me, or when someone controlling is around me.  I was on vacation for three weeks, did not b/p once.  I come into the office and I am in fine. Then the one day when my old boss comes into the office I b/ped.  Its horrible. 

    I gained weight during vacation and really need to just get myself where I need to be and stay there.


    Hugs to anyone who might be reading. 

Wednesday, 09 April 2008

  • Weds finally I am so glad...  Once you get through weds you are in the home stretch.

    I am going to be bad today and work out when I should be work-ing.  Thats ok though everyone deserves a day like that.

    I hope I will continue to eat healthy and I know that I will cave and have red wine tonight.

    Oh and last night despite my veggies and shirataki for dinner, I caved and had a little bit of light icecream, whipped cream and dark chocolate.  i dont usually do that so i pray i do not get tempted again tonight.

    i want to be lighter and flat stomached for this event this weekend.

     

Tuesday, 08 April 2008

  • So of course I had 2 glasses of wine last night

    but otherwise i stuck to my diet pretty well.

    Today I caved and had turkey chilli for lunch but worked out and otherwise ate ok

    i know i will have another 2 glasses of wine tonight :(

    i need my pill changed it is making me so hormonal

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